I finally made peace
with your disappearance
by writing a letter
Like you were still here
like you’d eventually read it
like you’d still care enough
to know what I felt
And you never got it
and I still felt better
and you’ll never read it
and it will forever stay with me
The irony of it all
makes me smile ironically
that what would help me heal
relied on the fact
that I assumed you’d still care
So now you’re out of my mind
you don’t haunt me 24/7
you were reduced to an unsent letter
that I force-fed to myself
only to be able to say
Yay!!!! I’m so so so so very excited, I’m just a few followers away from hitting the 1300 milestone!
Please don’t think I’m bragging, au contraire, I can’t really believe that I’ve gotten this far… That these nonsensical words, that almost most of the time come from a drunk-from-love heart can make even just one person to want to see more or that they might resonate in someone else’s soul.
For that, I am truly humbled and thankful.
So thank you for sharing this adventure with me, for laughing and crying with me and mainly, for keeping up with me. This toast is for you!
The only way to let go I’ve found is to hold on tightly to those beloved memories until it hurts no more, until it doesn’t feel like a loss, until they warm you up again. Only when your heart is cozy can you find the strength to stop hurting.~ Anna Roig
You’ll watch me play and get burned for love~ Anna Roig
but you’ll never see me become someone else
I love with what I am, I love with who I am
And that’s the best gift I’ll ever offer to you.
I willingly wish to stay innocent
so as to believe in the monsters under my bed
but never to understand the 9 o clock news
isn’t just one bad horror movie
Your lips promise
the exploration of nether lands
and just so you know
there’s a hidden treasure
The thing with wildlings is that we’re attracted to their raw beauty, their untamed heart, their burning eyes and their souls… so free that make ours ache, when we painfully understand we were once one of them but we let society tame our spirit.~ Anna Roig, trying to get in touch with my inner wildling again.